This past Sunday the band and I played In Christ Alone. I love this modern day hymn, and I love the Matt Papa arrangement that we do at Oak Leaf. However, it is quite a wordy song. It has four long paragraphs as verses, and luckily the melody is the same for all four. I spent some time Saturday memorizing the verses for our service that night and for Sunday morning services. I know I know, I should have had it memorized before Saturday, but this whole wedding thing consumes some of that time…and I wouldn’t sacrifice any wedding planning.
Well, I was somewhat nervous about messing up the lyrics on Saturday night. I’ve been known to confuse lyrics at times, and that is something I’ve been working on a lot lately. We do not use lyrics on stage nor do we have a monitor to view lyrics(in order to avoid relying on it somewhat like a crutch), so I had the words backstage and I was going over them before I went on to lead for the Saturday night service. Well, I made it with no mess up Saturday night, and I continued to review the words for Sunday morning. I got through the first Sunday morning service easily, then came the last service. I totally missed part of the second verse. I knew I was about to miss the words, so I looked up at the screen to my left in an attempt to catch the correct lyrics, but I failed miserably. I shook my head in disappointment and continued the rest of the song.
I notice my mistakes. First, I second guessed what I was singing instead of being confident in knowing the words. I knew the words. I sang that song in my head and out loud a dozen times before the first service using no lyric sheets. Second, in my fear of screwing up I looked to the left at the screen making it obvious I didn’t know the words. Third, I shook my head making it more obvious that I messed up. I am most disappointed in myself for shaking my head. While this isn’t a big deal to many folks, it puts attention on me. I don’t want the attention on me during worship, but on worshipping God. After a quick prayer in my head to remind myself this is not about me, I was able to recover with the guidance of the Spirit and we finished the worship set.
Worship leaders, how many of you have messed up lyrics and such (or worse), and how did you respond?…what did you learn?
By the way- this is not at all the worst thing I have done…trust me.
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